Highway True Love

I've always thought of it as a failed attempt to fill an endless void in life....a medoicre method of massaging the mind while stabbing the heart, unless it's binded by the true roots from which is extends. It entraps the minds and tortures the soul. It feeds off the distorted misunderstood method from which it originated, unless it has a beginning...a frame work, a point at which all else is obsolete including the very thing itself. Without the proper origins, it becomes as a virus, ever so slowly mutating itself so that one version can't be determined from another....mutating until it becomes socially....acceptable.

What makes it so difficult to fully grasp ones eyes around it is the simple fact that if found the right way, if nuturing of the seed can win patience over the bloom, which will only last for a breif moment in time, some way, by the grace of God, we can truly see the goodness and annoiting, the blessing, the fruitfulness of what we have socially made into a sinful virus.

I have often times lately found myself in deep thought about what it would be like to be able to spiritually engulf, not my flesh, but my heart, my fantasies, my soul, into this entity that on the surface portrays its self as a means of self actualization (attempting to reach ones pinnacle), yet when fully understood actually reaches the top of the mountain.

I no longer think about her, nor myself for matter......and that is when I get out of self and travel the road unchartered to find the roots of what I am seeking. I travel back down a road that I shouldn't have to, but due to my inability to navigate myself early on, I got lost, and thank God, He has placed a sign at the beginning of that road that reads: "HWY True Love: Turn Here". I'm glad he placed it there, cause if he hadn't only He knows where I would have ended up. So begin my journey, alone, which is what I strongly believe he wanted. But I shall press forward. You see the good thing about Him is that He lets me know that the road will be Dark.....and that when I BEGIN to see the light at the other end, First and foremost I will begin to see all of the things that have slowed my path on this dark and dreary road......

side note: "Have you ever heard the saying: 'The closer you get to God (the Light), the more you see the things that were holding you down'"

But by the time I reach that light I will have sheded that coat of distortion, that weight of dispare, that gumption that had been holding me down and confused for o' so long.

And when I do....oh when I do.....I shall find her....not just her the flesh, not just her the tangible....but her the peace of mind.....her the soul....she who has reached that light with me, but on another path also called "Hwy True Love". She shall become me and I become she and in His eyes we shall no longer be known as I & She......but we become know to Him who is above all as "WE".

At that point in time, you can take my name, because it no longer matters to me, just call she & I.... "WE"....

And when that time comes....this socially accepted virus will no longer have the means to come into our lives...to threaten the very threads that make up our conjoined souls. We shall create our own greater antibody...and it shall be called....Love....True Love....we shall show the masses what this virus truly is, not by exposing it, but by experiencing true love.

And no longer will we understand the ideology of this man made word...this three letter conjecture...this virus that leads to fornication, adultry, and lust......because all that we will know is love and how to make it as a patiently as a potter critques his work...as dedicated as the eygptians who built the pyramids....and as long as it took you and me, who became we....to travel down that unchartered path known as "Hwy True Love"

Love is a beautiful thing!