Is going to take me away from my joy (*raising my hands in praise*)!
So I begin a new day, a new annoiting, a new destiny (cause surely each day is)! I've been trying to find a good time to sit down and write, so that I can clear my mind and heart of things. I wake up and pray each morning, and so I guess my spoken words are great to God, but I think that maybe my writing will reveal more how much He blesses my soul. Man, He is great, and greatly to be praised!
So since I get to work at a descent time in the mornings, I figured I'd begin writing before anyone else got here, so that by the time everyone else gets to their desk, I'll be well on my way to working!
I went running this morning! I must say that it was really rejuvenating! I got up around 4:45am (see last post, lol). Threw on some jogging pants and a pullover, and headed out the door! Thank God that my allergies didn't kick in like they did yesterday though, or I would have really caught it today, because surely I didn't bring my Sinus medicine from last night!
But here I am, a son of God, blessed and highly favored! I'm going through this situation with KH, which could quite possibly be me reaping what I have sewn in the past, but I'm not worried, because that is clearly a thing of my past (those unneeded seeds), and I am moving forward, planting better seeds, becoming a better christian, a better man, and a better friend, to those who take the time to get to know me! I desire to have great things in life, but believe you me, that the best thing, in my opinion in life, is 1. To know God on an intimate level (through the love of JC), 2. To love thy neighbor, as I love myself!
Which brings me to my point on women! Which I really don't have all the time in the world to say, but I'll try to sum it up in a sentence or two. I really want someone with whom I can grow to love as I love myself! Albeit, the problem that I have been having is that it's hard these days to find a "grounded" woman that has that same mentality. I mean, I know I still have some hills to climb, but if I could find that woman who was willing to travel these hills with me, and get to the top of the mountain together....I might just be alright!
But I must keep reinforcing to myself that God has a plan. My revelations have told me so. I guess the hardest part is keeping the Faith to know that she is coming! I have far to much love inside to go to waste! So in the mean time, I'll give it to God, so that He can nurture it, and bring forth the fruit of my rib, into fruition on this earth and in Heaven!
All praises and glory to My Heavenly Father!
Have a great day KJD!
Till the clock tolls another hour,
Be Blessed!
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Advil Sinus
Arrrgghhh!
Somebody, please tell me why my allergies decided to kick in for the 1st time in my 23 years of living, today?
So, I have a decent day at work, got a lot done even. Finished my Accounting homework during my lunch hour, so that I could leave at 4pm. Traffic was good coming home. No accidents, no backups, no stalls. So I get home around 4:30 or so, and I really had a plan before class was to start at 6pm. I got in, got changed, fixed something to eat so that when I came back from my jog, I could hit the showers, get dressed and grab my food on the run! So everything went great! Or a least I thought. I did my mile and a half jog around the block, but little did I know that my nemisis "Pollen" was fast on my tail! I got back from the run around 5:15pm, hit the showers, but for some reason, I started to sneeze! Now mind you, I have never gotten allergies due to pollen, ever! The sneeze turned into coughs and more sneezes. By the time I hit the door for class, it had turned into watery eyes, coughs, sneezes, and a terribly stuffy head! I felt/feel horrible!
So after class I went by Target to get some Advil Sinus. I hope this works. I still feel kind of stuffy, but my eyes are a lot less watery, my sneezing has ceased, and maybe I'm getting better! I sure hope so though, cause I wanna get up in the morning and run before I go to work! Maybe that way the pollen won't get to me that much~
Anywho, there is this topic about women, that I wouldn't mind writing about, but considering it's 10:16pm, and I need to be up and running by 4:45am, I need to get some sleep! So be easy!
Read me as if I'm human, because ultimatly and pass the words, I am! I'm just a young man trying to become better in life!
Till the clock tolls another hour,
Be Blessed
Somebody, please tell me why my allergies decided to kick in for the 1st time in my 23 years of living, today?
So, I have a decent day at work, got a lot done even. Finished my Accounting homework during my lunch hour, so that I could leave at 4pm. Traffic was good coming home. No accidents, no backups, no stalls. So I get home around 4:30 or so, and I really had a plan before class was to start at 6pm. I got in, got changed, fixed something to eat so that when I came back from my jog, I could hit the showers, get dressed and grab my food on the run! So everything went great! Or a least I thought. I did my mile and a half jog around the block, but little did I know that my nemisis "Pollen" was fast on my tail! I got back from the run around 5:15pm, hit the showers, but for some reason, I started to sneeze! Now mind you, I have never gotten allergies due to pollen, ever! The sneeze turned into coughs and more sneezes. By the time I hit the door for class, it had turned into watery eyes, coughs, sneezes, and a terribly stuffy head! I felt/feel horrible!
So after class I went by Target to get some Advil Sinus. I hope this works. I still feel kind of stuffy, but my eyes are a lot less watery, my sneezing has ceased, and maybe I'm getting better! I sure hope so though, cause I wanna get up in the morning and run before I go to work! Maybe that way the pollen won't get to me that much~
Anywho, there is this topic about women, that I wouldn't mind writing about, but considering it's 10:16pm, and I need to be up and running by 4:45am, I need to get some sleep! So be easy!
Read me as if I'm human, because ultimatly and pass the words, I am! I'm just a young man trying to become better in life!
Till the clock tolls another hour,
Be Blessed
Sunday, April 03, 2005
The Lamp was all I needed!
So I wind down another weekend. It's sunday night around 8:50pm, and I must say that this has been a somewhat productive weekend. I got my grocery shopping done on friday, went out on saturday, and got some much needed school work done today! I can' t complain, can't complain at all.
There seems to be a ton of things on my mind, lately, but I could never gather the 10 or 15 mins to sit down and write. So after I got back from my jog around the block, I sat down to check out what classes are being offered for the summer semester. I really want to take some time off this summer, but I know inside that I need to at least take 6 hrs, to continue on my path! But boy it sure would be nice to take some time off!
I feel like I've gained back some of the weight that I'd lost back in January and February, which really sucks! And what sucks worse is that last month, I spent 3 times what I had budgeted to spend on dining out!! That's where all my money is going! So, I've made a pact with myself to not buy "anything" out this week! No lunch, no subway, no cowan's for breakfast, no nothing! I'm going to start making my lunch the night before, so that I won't be tempted to go and buy hotwings from this spot around the corner from my job! Which reminds me, I need to make sure I get my lunch done tonight!
And so time jumped up this morning! Whew, seems like the sun stayed up forever and a day today. I guess it was good, because it gave me time to get a lot done. I tried to take my car to the car wash, and wash it myself at the old car wash with the hand held brushes and hoses, but for some odd reason, I think they have rigged up the timers. Seemed like 2min and 45sec went by in about 1 min and 30 secs. And they wonder why people don't use those things anymore, lol. Oh well. I'm glad my car is still holding up well though. This year (2005) will make 4 years (in August), and I haven't had any major problems with it (*praising God*). I hope to have it paid off soon. That will save me quite a few dollars per month. That plus me paying off a few other "bills" will definitely put me in a good situation to get a house by years end. I surely hope things go well in that area.
I feel like that is so much that I want to talk about tonight, but I'm sure it would take quite some time to get it all out, so I'll continue to ramble to myself.
Have you ever just turned down the lights, turned off the television, and listened to 104.1fm? Man that is sooo relaxing. That's what I decided to do before I started writing tonight. I guess that is part of my peace, my relaxation so to speak. From Stevie Wonder to Freddie Jackson, man it just doesn't get any better than this. It kinda takes away any iniquites that might be plaguing me.
Well, I know I haven't gotten much accomplished with this post, but I feel like my fingers got good exercise. : ) I hope anyone who graces this page: 1. Sees me for me, and 2. Gathers that as a Gentleman, I too have thoughts, dreams, ambitions, issues, beliefs, worthiness, and great faith! I'm not just words, I am an expression of emotions!
Be blessed KJD,
Till the clock tolls another hour,
KJD
There seems to be a ton of things on my mind, lately, but I could never gather the 10 or 15 mins to sit down and write. So after I got back from my jog around the block, I sat down to check out what classes are being offered for the summer semester. I really want to take some time off this summer, but I know inside that I need to at least take 6 hrs, to continue on my path! But boy it sure would be nice to take some time off!
I feel like I've gained back some of the weight that I'd lost back in January and February, which really sucks! And what sucks worse is that last month, I spent 3 times what I had budgeted to spend on dining out!! That's where all my money is going! So, I've made a pact with myself to not buy "anything" out this week! No lunch, no subway, no cowan's for breakfast, no nothing! I'm going to start making my lunch the night before, so that I won't be tempted to go and buy hotwings from this spot around the corner from my job! Which reminds me, I need to make sure I get my lunch done tonight!
And so time jumped up this morning! Whew, seems like the sun stayed up forever and a day today. I guess it was good, because it gave me time to get a lot done. I tried to take my car to the car wash, and wash it myself at the old car wash with the hand held brushes and hoses, but for some odd reason, I think they have rigged up the timers. Seemed like 2min and 45sec went by in about 1 min and 30 secs. And they wonder why people don't use those things anymore, lol. Oh well. I'm glad my car is still holding up well though. This year (2005) will make 4 years (in August), and I haven't had any major problems with it (*praising God*). I hope to have it paid off soon. That will save me quite a few dollars per month. That plus me paying off a few other "bills" will definitely put me in a good situation to get a house by years end. I surely hope things go well in that area.
I feel like that is so much that I want to talk about tonight, but I'm sure it would take quite some time to get it all out, so I'll continue to ramble to myself.
Have you ever just turned down the lights, turned off the television, and listened to 104.1fm? Man that is sooo relaxing. That's what I decided to do before I started writing tonight. I guess that is part of my peace, my relaxation so to speak. From Stevie Wonder to Freddie Jackson, man it just doesn't get any better than this. It kinda takes away any iniquites that might be plaguing me.
Well, I know I haven't gotten much accomplished with this post, but I feel like my fingers got good exercise. : ) I hope anyone who graces this page: 1. Sees me for me, and 2. Gathers that as a Gentleman, I too have thoughts, dreams, ambitions, issues, beliefs, worthiness, and great faith! I'm not just words, I am an expression of emotions!
Be blessed KJD,
Till the clock tolls another hour,
KJD
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