It just turned 12:01am. I know that I should be in the bed, but I heard some really disturbing news today about someone that means a great deal to me. It has to deal with death, which is about as deep into the situation as I want to go.
I don't cry anymore, well at least not in like 3 years. Not because of some "macho" man thing. I can't really explain it. I mean after losing a: grandfather, grandmother (step), grandmother (maternal), uncle (3X), cousin, and I'm only 24, death in some sense....has been initiated into my soul.
I think that the only times I cry/become emotional is when the pressures of all the things weighing on me comes crumbling down.....like now..................................................................
Mrs. B was one of the nicest women in the world. I remember seeing her in Office Max. She was making church brochures on the copy machine. I walked up to her, and as always she said to me: "Hey, my future son-in-law. How have you been?" I remember her since I was about 7 years old, when they lived in the blue house behind the college, with the fence in the front yard.......
I'll miss you Mrs. B. I hope you always know that I loved you just like I love my own mom.
Your work here was just finished, and God needed you to do his work in Heaven, so I'll have to understand.
May God continue to bless FB, RB, and BB.
Good night God....
My Daily Quote:
"Lord, please watch over us as we sleep tonight"
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((((hugs)))
For future reference, it doesn't take me long to become sentimental about a person.... I know we haven't known each other that long, but I do care about you, and if you ever feel like talking, even if it is 3 am, just give me a ring. And only people I care about get permission to call me that late.... (did I make you smile?)
here's a hug from me too *hug*
*hug*
if you need one in person. i'm only a call(and a few blocks) away...
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