Finding my Groove

Ok, if you will....and you will cause this is my blog, lololol...just trippin...let me start off today's post by expressing how good the revelation of faith can be in ones life, summed up in 4 words!

I GOT THE JOB!

Yep, I surely did! This has been one great week, simply because I'm still living, but moreso because of the feeling of Christ really living in my life!

*inspiration hits*

Ok, I'mma be real with you guys....right a I was getting ready to post, I was/am feeling terribly bad "on the inside." I was about [ ] <----- this close to posting a negative post on how down I'm feeling, but instead, I think I'm going to take the more proactive approach, and just really relay what's on my mind!

You see I'm trying to become a good MAN, but I promise you, it seems like Satan is always trying to rear his head into my situations. But I think that God has put me in front of the 8 Ball in these situation, so that I can attack before they attack me!

You see...you remember Girl A (*June 11 2004*)? Well she has attempted to try to come on the scene. She called me, and gave me this whole sob story about how she hasn't seen me in God knows how long....this, that, and the other! Well Girl A is cool, but definitely not my type, plus I have other things on my mind right about now anyways! Well, then she proceeds to go on about how she hasn't seen my new place, that I moved in back on the 1st of July, and trying to ask if she can come by! Well, she is a nice person and all, but she just isn't for me, and back in the day she tried to get too close to ya boi.....don't get me wrong...I love me some women, but I need to have a mutual attraction with you first! Anyways, I don't like to hurt peoples feelings, so telling her "NO" made me feel kinda bad.....I hope she doesn't take it the wrong way, but I don't wanna put either me or her in any bad situation...you know what I mean?

Secondly, one of my LB's (Line Brothers) is graduating this weekend. Now I don't mind, and would love to go to the commencement ceremonies, but here is the thing! There is a party tonight in Carrollton (1hr away), and he wants me to come to it, but it would defeat the purpose for me to go to the party, drive back to Atlanta, then drive back to Carrollton at 8:30am in the morning! I just wanna rest!

Then with this new job, I am trying my best to be patient in finding out more specifics about which Team I'll be on, so that is egging me also.

I really think the root of what is going on stems from the fact that last night I turned in my last final for the semester, and was under the impression that I'd have at least two weeks of sanity...when I get bombed rushed with stuff today....

But I'mma hold strong, and keep on believin in JC. I know He'll make a way outta no way!

Yall keep praying for me, and I'll keep you'se guys in my prayers!

KJD

"God, I need a Miracle"