Uncovering the "man hole"

Dang, it's 8:00am already. Feels like I've just stepped in the door! I decided to take a few mins this morning and jot down my thoughts and prems (sorry T&P), I had to take your slogan!

I haven't been getting any sleep lately, and it really hit me this morning when I woke up and realized that my kitchen hadn't been cleaned in a day or two.....(shhhhh or three, don't tell noooobody). But all that's coming to an end this evening. I'm gonna take some work home, get it done by 6, and commence a cleansing of my place! I just can't stand to live in a place that isn't clean. Not in a "I'm a house-husband, and I've just gotta clean", but in a "I'm coming home to this everyday, so it needs to be livable" type fashion.

So how about I went to UWG's graduation last night! I didn't really think I'd have a good time, since Mid-March was graduating and I just knew either I was going to run into her or her mother! So, as soon as I get there, I see her in the distance. I don't speak, nor do I speak to her mother who mistakenly walked up to me while looking for someone else. I proceed to hang out with Frat, who I must say was deep last night. Bruhs from as far back as 97' rolled through. I'd say were were at least 20 deep, which was apt to bring up old memories of pledging. They roasted us about being caught at McDonald's when we weren't suppose to be there, then we roasted our Neos about stuff they did while they were on the dark side. Man some things you just can't beat. Funny though, well not really funny, but honorable to see that all our chapter bruhs graduate, and albeit, on time! Last night, my Line Brother, and two of my Neos graduated. I think the tightest part was after graduation when we all get together and sing our hymn. Funny how all the white folx who don't know greek life like we do, and some of the black folx as well, will stop all that they are doing, just to watch and listen to us sing. Since graduation was at the football field, the "echo's trully resounded". I must say that there are a few things I miss about undergrad, but then there are far too many things that I don't miss!
_______________________

What else is new that I haven't stated yesterday, nor this morning. Ohhhhhhhhh, how about I made an appointment to see an orthodontist this afternoon at 3pm, and I can't find my insurance card! I'm hoping that they will just take my numbers (snce I have them written down), since today is just an observation, and estimate of work to be done. I've been on the braces/invisalign tip for quite some time now, but I guess just as of recently did I really pursue it. Well I'll let you know how that comes out, if at all. Needless to say, I'm getting out of here at 12 or 1 today!
_______________________

So how is your social life KJD? Well Faith and I have been sort of nonchalant lately, and truth be told I don't know what she is thinking, nor does she really know what I've been thinking. So truth be told, we are really just "killing" each other. But I figure things will work themselves out for the best in due time.

Ok, so I truly don't condone cheating in any shape form or fashion. And for all intense and purposes, if I were to talk to someone else (which I'm not - as many of you know, I've long since hit on that "one man - one woman" tip), I would feel that that would be wrong, but how about this girl I met at Barnes & Nobles, keep hitting up my email? I dunno if she is a nut job or what, but we exchanged emails, simply for networking opportunities and such. But everytime I get home to check my email, the little white guy starts yelling.........YOU'VE GOT MAIL! So now, when I go home.....and my computer logs on, I neglect check the mail, because I know who it's from! Gees! But you know, the funny part about it.......the woman is really attractive! It's just that the mental level of intelligence just isn't there, and I coped that from our initial convo @ B&N.
________________

Ok, last topic, and I'll leave this one open ended. Why is it that a man/woman can meet a woman/man, engage is sexual intercourse with her/him, whether it's the 1st, 2nd, 3rd, or 53rd date....They break up, and she/he is TOTAL DEVISTATED! Then, on a seperate occasion, meet another woman/man, go through the same issue, and be totally fine after the sex and the breakup!!! I dunno myself.....I'd just chalk it up on the fact that we are a strange species!

I think I'll just abstain from sex, so to prevent that issue! :)

*W&L 1st Timer - KJD spoke on the sex issue* ----- WOW! I think maybe he is feeling the need to be more "real", in order to "express himself" more!


God, I know you are there! Keep working with me. You've brought me to it, my faith says you'll bring me through it!

KJD