Monday, March 10, 2008

Decisions, Decisions

You know what’s funny? I’ve been blogging since 2004, and besides a brief stint back in the fall of 2004, I don’t recall me regularly blogging over the weekends. Maybe it’s due to the fact that my hard drive crashed last year, and I’ve been living on the Internet via my cell phone (sad…so sad). But with the way modern technology has grown, I find it more and more that I don’t even need a computer at home….or rather I’ve learned to live without. I only really have issues when I want to print out a boarding pass for flights or play around with Java applets online.

Anywho’s…I mentioned the fact that I don’t blog on the weekends for a reason. I’m debating the creation of a “Monday Morning Ketchup” page, in which I’m able to vent from the things that go down over the weekends, while still being able to stay up to date with my blogs…..

Ok….enough of that.

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For those of you who commented on my Mountain Don’t post….thank you. The phone conversations as well as the words of encouragement were definitely needed.

While there hasn’t been any drastic moves, one way or the other, we (#4 and I) decided this weekend, that our “friendship” should be taken just as that. Personally, I think it is a good thing…but then part of me thinks that my suggesting it was a defense mechanism, whereby I put up a guard that wasn’t previously there.

It seems like there is an “understood” I like you, you like me” scenario going on. I guess we’ll see where it goes.
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Anyways it’s Monday. I still need to go by the dry cleaners and pick up my clothes that I dropped off two weeks ago. The relocation people just called and said that my guaranteed offer on the house will be finalized this week!!!! (Thank God). Money isn’t the best right now, but I started back sowing seed in church this week, so I’m working on becoming more diligent about that.

Speaking of church; I miss my church back in Atlanta (WCCI). I still watch pastor on television 2 or 3 times per week, but it just isn’t the same. Since I’ve been away, I’ve been really on and off as far as going to church. Not that I’ve totally lost my relationship with God, but I am becoming more aware of the necessity of being in the midst of like minded Christians as a route to keeping your spiritual sanity. The world is crazy yall, and each and every day, there is a new “choice” that has to be made. Either in the direction of God’s Will or the direction of man’s will.

I’m working to better myself at doing more of the 1st than the 2nd.

Ok, enough rambling…..I can’t get my thoughts together straight today……

Talk to you soon,
KJ

1 comment:

3pointofview06 said...

I have heard the word defense mechanism 3 times today and I think. Do you want to be friends with #4? Or do you want to way down that personal valley with #4? What do YOU want kind sir?