Tonight I write...
The somber music plays
I lost someone today
perhaps no different than any other day
The lights stay dimmed,
no significance to illuminate the darkness,
Bound within, silence, acapelled music to break the still
The key doesn't work,
The key works,
The key halfway works.
I've gained,
lost
apparently having gained again
As I look down
in solace
perhaps in frustration my head stays down
contemplating what I could have done different
in the future
that won't happen
I laze.
Three fourths of a bill
monthly
but why
when each day the sounds grow dimmer
as if each waning day I am more and more forgotten
Until the unexpected happens
Then only for a moment
I am still forgotten
Quietly ranting
lost in the maze
wondering for purpose
wondering for cause
Is worth worth the emotional roller coaster
Where should I be
or rather where should I have been
My tongue
perhaps like the rest of my being
lazes.
My soul, spirit
sombers.
The struggle
frustration over life's unchangeable page turns.
Confused
Misunderstood
Self Frustration
Lethargic
Bound by self
I struggle.
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